Weezer – Say It Ain’t So

Oh yeah.
All right.

Somebody’s Heine’ is crowdin’ my icebox
Somebody’s cold one is givin’ me chills
Guess I’ll just close my eyes

Oh yeah
Alright
Feels good
Inside

Flip on the tele’
Wrestle with Jimmy
Something is bubbling
Behind my back
The bottle is ready to blow

Say it ain’t so
Your drug is a heartbreaker
Say it ain’t so
My love is a lifetaker

I can’t confront you
I never could do
That which might hurt you
So try and be cool
When I say
This way is a waterslide away from me that takes you further every day (hey)
So be cool

Say it ain’t so
Your drug is a heartbreaker
Say it ain’t so
My love is a lifetaker

Dear Daddy,
I write you in spite of years of silence.
You’ve cleaned up, found Jesus,
things are good or so I hear.
This bottle of Steven’s
awakens ancient feelings.
Like father, stepfather, the son is drowning in the flood

Yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah.

Say it ain’t so
Your drug is a heartbreaker
Say it ain’t so
My love is a lifetaker

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Yeah Yeah Yeahs – Sacrilege

Fallen for a guy, fell down from the sky
Halo round his head
Feathers in a bed
In our bed, in our bed

Fallen for a guy, fell down from the sky
Halo round his head
Feathers in a bed
In our bed, in our bed

Chorus:
It’s sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say
It’s sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say
It’s sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say
It’s sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say


To leave this all behind
Halo round his head
Feathers in a bed
In our bed, in our bed

Chorus:
It’s sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say
It’s sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say
It’s sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say
It’s sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say

And I plead and I pray
And I plead and I pray
And I plead and I pray
And I plead and I pray

And I plead and I pray
And I plead and I ṗray
It’s sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say
It’s sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say
It’s sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say
It’s sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say
It’s sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say
It’s sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say
It’s sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say
It’s sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say
And I plead and I pray
It’s sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say
And I plead and I pray
It’s sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say

Foo Fighters – All My Life

All my life I’ve been searching for something
Something never comes never leads to nothing
Nothing satisfies but I’m getting close
Closer to the prize at the end of the rope
All night long I dream of the day

When it comes around and it’s taken away
Leaves me with the feeling that I feel the most
Feel it come to life when I see your ghost

Calm down don’t you resist
You’ve such a delicate wrist
And if I give it a twist
Something to hold when I lose my grip
Will I find something in there
To give me just what I need
Another reason to bleed
One by one hidden up my sleeve
Don’t let it go to waste, I love it but I hate the taste

Weight keepin’ me down
Will I find a believer
Another one who believes
Another one to deceive
Over and over down on my knees

If I get any closer
And if you open up wide
And if you let me inside
On and on I’ve got nothing to hide
Then I’m done done on to the next one

The Strangest Dream

“A dream is a microscope through which we look at the hidden occurrences in our soul.” – Erich Fromm 

I napped very hard, almost three hours. As a result, I had the strangest dream though, about two people I haven’t seen in awhile. I still don’t know what it means…

It was a rainy night. I was about to walk home from work. Off of a long day like this one, I wasn’t feeling it. Blinded by the wet and cold, I bump into someone…a girl I haven’t laid eyes on in a month or so. 

Anyway, she offers to take me to my place. We have a few laughs then I focus on her hair. It’s wet from getting drenched by rainfall. However, she’s much less concerned and slightly annoyed. It’s commonplace; I don’t get through many conversations without pissing off women. It was good to see her though…

Then my father shows up…and the girl is gone. We begin bantering on the events of the day, my dad’s latest trip to the doctor, and have some male bonding time. Unfortunately, the content of our dialogue had become a vagary once I awoke.

I usually don’t remember this much, dream wise, so it must have some significance. I could be wrong. To host them in the same dream was opportune I guess; issues with relationships, family and aboard, have been prevalent in recent years.

My dad and I are fine. We don’t communicate as much as I would like but we are both at fault for that. He and I are sporadic at calling each other which is another “spitting image” aspect I find eerie. He’ll always be a part of my life.

However, the girl is a different story. In fact, she moved away from the area…and I haven’t seen her since. We used to talk, text, and be in the same room on a regular basis. Now there’s no contact…which is solely on me. A drunken text night, an awkward following day, and a weak effort to start things up again, absolutely halted any activity. It makes me sad.

Second chances don’t come often.

What does it all mean?

How strange dreams can be…

Bye for now, KS.

The First Step

“Smile through the hard times, even though it doesn’t seem to get any better, cause a smile is the first step to fixing things.” – Unknown

I smiled today; several times in fact. I don’t even know why but I’m thankful for the result. It was definitely a reprieve from how manic I’ve been feeling as of late.

I also feel like I have taken an important step in my development. I usually emote to the point of no return…ad nauseum. Today, I let it go.

There’s no meaning in being angry or disappointed anymore. Sometimes things don’t work out but I should be grateful for the chance.

My smile came from a deep, honest place. They served me well as the shift I was on, dragged. I am no longer worried or fearful (of certain outcomes). Everything is front of me.

The biggest smile just took me by surprise.

Bye for now, KS. 🙂