I believe I’ve turned the first page for the last time, beginning again, it’s never easy, like ripping yourself apart, layer by layer, shedding the tears where no one can see, what I promised I wouldn’t do, I mean… what’s wrong with honesty? is it too bold a flavor? or asinine in its expression? maybe […]

Where I am: Entry 1

‎”I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I intended to be.” – Douglas Adams I picked this quote…well because I’m a fan of quotes and due to the fact that it explains where my life is right now. Northern Virginia Community or NOVA as […]

Clearing A Path

I know what I want to say now, I’m still here, on this long dirt road, stretching out to the ends of the earth, ready to hit the reset button, it may be the umpteenth time, I’ve long since stopped counting… the syllables don’t even come together, as pebbles pound these weather-worn soles, walking hard […]

Consequence of Assassination

My mind is a weapon, one unlike any you’ve ever seen, no exaggeration needed or necessary, you’ll discover the fury of its firepower, the application of each bullet, the magnitude in each magazine, an assassin’s pedigree, sources inform me that anger is an option, manipulation is policy, killing tools with silent accuracy are preferred, the […]

Sanity of Sunrise

Seeing the Sun rise as an insomniac, taking the feeling for what it isn’t, blind in broad daylight, poked by visions, nervosa swells, fascination becomes an antithesis, sweat pours as proximity closes, thoughts scrambled like eggs on Saturday morning, the birds chirp, maybe mourning their kin, no they catch my hands gripping the pan, too tightly, […]

In The Absence of Light

I should try being myself for once, taking the mask off, and show who I really am, my immediate fear is that he’s ugly, in every sense of the word, in every meaning of the phrase, at every angle one can see, I have an aim, a focus, and I pray that God doesn’t give […]